Just a day...

Why has this break been soo damn good!? I didn't even get to go to JHD and it has still been amazing!

By the end I will have this list all checked:

- Finish HW
- Earn money
- Play poker
- Watch movie with friends
- Complete a video game
- Get drunk
- Get high
- Go to the mall
- Hang out with lady friend(s)
- Get to know someobody better
- Enjoy St Paddy's Day


On that last note, it is St Paddy's day this Friday, March 17th. Please somebody get me drunk. Thank you.

!!! CONGRATULATIONS TO NICHOLOAS MIKHAILI !!!

I wish I was $900 richer...

Carter > Sacred Heart






P.S. Matt is the champion of Super Smash Bros. Melee

Least favourite feeling atm: Awkwardness

It's wierd.

Think of all the fun you had.
The finest line divides a night well spent from a waste of time.

Think of all the days you spent alone with just your T.V. set


I can barely smile.



What a good song...

I KNEW it was gonna happen. So I didn't want it to get to me.

But then it did, and it did.

I'm mad. Actually mad.

Fuck it.

13.been arrested - For indecent exposure. Not arrested, just a cop shouted at me :(

1.smoked a cigarette - When i was 11
2.smoked a cigar - Cuban or Screw-them
3.made out with a member of the same sex - Nope.
7.been dumped - kinda sorta. Not since i was 14 :D
11.snuck out of your house - No need...
12.had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back - Of course.
13.been arrested - Never.
14.made out with a stranger - My first kiss.
18.skipped school - Oh ya, cause I'm cool!
19.slept with a co-worker - Not slept.
21.been on a plane - Who hasn't?
22.thrown up in a bar - Oh man I feel special answering yes to this one :D
24.likes someone or misses someone right now - Complicated.
25.laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by - My favourite pass time.
28.cheated while playing a game - I can't win...
30.fallen asleep at work/school - Manassis puts things on my head :(
37.been in a car accident - Look at me I'm WHITE! Moron...
38.Hated the way you look - The hair.
45.played cops and robbers - Was a lot more fun years past...
47.done something you told yourself you wouldn't - Yes and it sucks.
50.kissed in the rain - Snow.
52.made love in a park - Not quite that far. Sadly :(
56.wear/worn the opposite sex's clothes - Yes. A bra. And panties.
58.sat on a roof top - To egg people :P
59.didn't take a shower for a week – Not in years actually.
62.been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on - Yes. But i kept my dignity, taking him with me!
63.been told you're hot by a complete stranger - No! :'(
64.broken a bone - Nope.
65.been easily amused - Easily
69.forgotten someone's name - All the time.
70.slept naked - Feels really wierd.
71.gone skinny dipping in a lake - Pool / Lake / Bath tub.
73.blacked out from drinking - Can't remember.
75.gone to a late night movie - 10.30 movie with a girl :O
80.cheated on a gf/bf - Perfect self control. Waited until AFTER :P
81.ate a whole package of oreos - All the time. Double choco ones.
86.done drugs - Ew.
87.had detention and not attend it - Raponi in Grade 10. Me and Gord forgot :(
90.cried over someone - Nope. Haven't shed tears in a few years now :O
92.dated more than 1 person at once - Not that mean / cool.
93.have a dog - Sadey
94.have a cat - Tai Tai
98.broken a cd - I owned that bitch.

Because the full thing is too long I just picked out a few questions I think I have a strong answer to:



In 2005 I...
{x} did something you swore never to do
{x} got drunk (Many, many times.)
{x} hid a secret (Hid many.)
{ } pretended to be happy (Never. I either am happy or I'm not.)
{x} slept under the stars (What a beautiful night.)
{ } met someone who changed your life (I did not.)
{x} sat home all day doing nothing (A couple of times.)
{x} left the country (England :D)
{x} partied (Many, many times.)
{x} learned something new about yourself (A couple of things.)
{x} tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it (Ties in with number 1 and 3.)
{x} made a change in your life (Yes. Simple lol.)
{x} made a total fool of yourself (It happens.)
{x) met great people (I met a few people. Only one who has become close though.)

Which month:
Did your life change the most? None of them.
Did something happen which you regret? There were a few.
Did you meet the most people? August
Was the worst? I honestly cannot remember. Probably January.
Did you have the most hookups? July/December
Was the most relaxing? July (England.
Had the most goodbyes? August (Leaving England lol.)


Was 2005 a good year for you? Yes.
What was your least favourite moment of the year? THe day of and following the passing of my Uncle. I have never seen my mum so depressed.
Where were you when 2005 began? Over my toilet.
Where were you when 2005 ended? At home, doing what I love most.
Did you make any new friends in 2005? Not so many.
Did you travel outside of the country in 2005? Yes. ENGLAND!
Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005? Yes. Spent a good portion of my earnings on the good stuff.

It's the worst feeling in the world.
When someone leaves you and you know beyond doubt that you will never get to see them again.

Love you always Nana.